Nicholas
Renzi nodded to the man sharing with him the warmth of the log fire
at the Angel posting-house
and regarding his deep tan with suspicion. It was not an attribute
often seen in England after a hard winter. Renzi was newly returned
from tumultuous experiences on the other side of the world that had
left him questioning his reason. He had sailed to New South Wales as
a free settler, determined to forge a new life there, but it was not
to be. And now, in just a little while, he would see Cecilia…
The
ship that had brought him home had docked three days ago and, having
signed off on the voyage, he and Thomas Kydd had made for Guildford.
It had been cowardly of him, Renzi acknowledged, to have asked his
friend to arrive first to prepare his sister for their sudden
reappearance. Cecilia had nursed him through a deadly fever and
touched his heart, but such was his respect for her that he had vowed
to achieve something in the world before he made his feelings known
to her, and had left without a word.
He
had laboured long and hard to try to create an Arcadia for Cecilia in
that raw land. Eventually Kydd had rescued him: he had suggested that
Renzi make use of his education by devoting himself to the
elucidation of natural philosophy from a new standpoint. Where
Rousseau and his peers had pontificated from the comforts of rarefied
academia, Renzi's studies would be rooted in the harsh reality of the
wider world, which he had encountered at first hand in places as
varied as the Caribbean and the vast South Seas, the sylvan quiet of
Wiltshire and the alien starkness of Terra Australia.
He
would distil his observations and experiences into a series of
volumes on the extraordinary variety of human response to the
imperatives of hunger and aggression, religion and security –
all the threats and challenges that were the lot of man on earth.
That would be an achievement indeed to lay before Cecilia and, it
must be confessed, it was a prospect most congenial to himself.
This
he would owe to Kydd who had said he would employ his friend as
secretary aboard whichever ship Kydd might captain.
For
Renzi, performing this role – more of a clerk than anything –
was a small price to pay for the freedoms it bestowed on him; he had
learned the tricks in Spanish Town long ago and knew that his duties
would not be onerous. He had never set store by the petty vanities of
rank and was glad to withdraw discreetly from the hurly burly of
tasking and discipline to be found on deck. Above all, he and Kydd,
old friends, would continue to adventure together…
A
boy brought the other man’s pot of flip, beer spiked with rum,
and looked doubtfully at Renzi, who shook his head and stared into
the fire. It was all very well to have found for himself an agreeable
position but the wider world was now filled with menace: the recently
concluded hostilities had ended with the worst possible consequences.
Prime Minister William Pitt had been replaced by Henry Addington,
whose panicked response to the spiralling cost of the Revolutionary
War was to trade away all of England’s hard won conquests
round the world for peace at any price. And Napoleon Bonaparte, now
squarely atop the pyramid of power in France, was energetically
accruing the means to succeed in his greater goal: world dominance.
The
King had recently delivered an unprecedented personal message to
Parliament. In tones of bleak urgency, he had pointed to the First
Consul’s naked aggression since the peace – his
occupation of Switzerland, his annexation of Savoy and more: there
was little doubt now that Addington’s gamble of appeasement had
failed, and that England must brace herself to renew the struggle
against the most powerful military force the world had ever seen.
Kydd,
an experienced and distinguished naval officer, would not languish in
unemployment for long and Renzi felt a stab of concern: might his
friend be prevented from keeping his word on their arrangement?
He
glanced at his pocket watch, his thoughts now on his imminent
meeting. Cecilia’s image had gone with him in his mind's eye on
his long journey and stayed with him to be burnished and cherished:
soon he would face its reality. He drew a long breath.
Kydd’s
mother handled the capacious muff of kangaroo skin dubiously; its
warm, fox red fur divided pleasingly to an underlying soft dark
grey – but might not other ladies disdain it as an inferior
substitute for fine pine marten?
‘T’
catch ’em boundin’ along, Ma, it’s so divertin’
t’ see! They hop – like this!’ To the consternation
of the housemaid, Kydd performed a creditable imitation of a
kangaroo's leap.
‘Do
behave y’self, son,’ his mother scolded, but today Kydd
could do little wrong. ‘Have y’ not given thought, dear,’
she continued, in quite another tone, ‘that now you’ve
achieved so much an’ all it might be a prime time t’
think about settlin’ down? Take a pretty wife an’ sport
wi’ y’r little ones – I saw some fine cottages on
the Godalming road as might suit…’ But her son was
clearly not in the mood to listen.
The
commotion of his arrival began to subside a little as the rest of the
knick knacks expected from a voyage of ten thousand miles were
distributed. His father, now completely blind, felt the lustrous
polish of a Cape walking stick fashioned from walrus bone and
exotic wood as Kydd presented Cecilia with a little box, which
contained a single rock. ‘That, sis, y’ may not buy, even
in London f’r a thousan’ guineas!’ he said
impressively.
Cecilia
examined it quietly.
‘It’s
fr’m the very furthest part o’ the world. Any further an’
there’s jus’ empty sea to th’ South Pole –
th’ very end of everythin'.’ He had pocketed the cool
blue grey shard when Renzi and he had gone ashore for a final
time in the unspeakably remote Van Diemen’s Land.
‘It’s
– it’s very nice,’ Cecilia said, in a small voice,
her eyes averted. ‘You did promise me something of your strange
land in the letter, Thomas,’ she said, ‘I do hope the
voyage wasn’t too…vexing for you.’
Kydd
knew she was referring to his captaincy of a convict ship and
murmured an appropriate reply, but he was alarmed by her manner.
This was not the spirited sister he had known and loved since
childhood: there was a subdued grief in her taut pale face that
disturbed him. ‘Cec—’
‘Thomas,
do come and see the school. It’s doing so well now,’ she
said, sounding brittle, and retrieved the key from behind the door.
Without another word they left the room and crossed the tiny
quadrangle to enter a classroom.
For
a space she faced away from him, and Kydd’s stomach tightened.
‘T-Thomas,’
she began, then lifted her head and held his eyes. ‘Dear
Thomas…I – I want you to know that I – I’m
so very sorry that I failed you …’ Her hands worked
nervously. Her head drooped. ‘You – you trusted me, with
your d-dearest friend. And I let him wander out and be lost…’
‘Wha—?
Cec, you mean Nicholas?’
‘Dear
brother, whatever you say, I—failed you. It’s no use.’
She buried her face in her hands and struggled for control. ‘I—I
was so tired…’
Kydd
reeled. He had sworn secrecy about Renzi’s feelings for his
sister and the logic that had impelled his friend to sever connection
with her. They had prepared a story together to cover Renzi’s
disappearance: it had better be believable. He took his sister’s
hands and looked into her stricken face. ‘Cecilia, I have t’
tell ye – Nicholas lives.’
She
froze, searching his eyes, her fingers digging painfully in to his
own.
‘He’s
not lost, he – he straggled away, intellect all ahoo, y’
see.’ It seemed such a paltry tale and he cursed yet again the
foolish logic that had denied her the solace of just one letter from
Renzi.
‘He
was, er, taken in an’ attended f’r a long time, an’
is now much recovered,’ he ended awkwardly.
‘You
know this?’
Kydd
swallowed. ‘I heard about Nicholas in Deptford an’
hurried to him. Cec, you’ll be seein’ him soon. He’s
on his way!’
‘May
I know who took him in?’ she continued, in the same level
voice.
This
was not going to plan. ‘Oh, er, a parcel o’ nuns or
such,’ he said uncomfortably. ‘They said as how they
didn’t want thanks. Th’ savin’ o’ souls was
reward enough.’
‘So
he’s now recovered, yet was never, in all that time, able to
pen a letter to me?’
Kydd
mumbled something, but she cut in, ‘He tells you –
he confides in his friend – but not me?’ A shadow passed
across her features. She stiffened and drew back. ‘Pray don’t
hold my feelings to account, Thomas. If you are sworn to discretion
then who am I to strain your loyalties?’
‘Cec,
it’s not as ye’re sayin’—’
‘Do
you think me a fool?’ she said icily. ‘If he’s
taken up with some doxy the least he can do is to oblige me with a
polite note.’
‘Cec!’
‘No!
I’m strong enough. I can bear it! It’s just that –
I’m disappointed in Nicholas. Such b-base behaviour, only to be
expected of – of —’
Her
composure was crumbling and Kydd was in a turmoil. Where did
his loyalties lie? The words fell out of him. ‘Th’ truth,
then, sis – an’ ye may not like it.’
There
was no going back. She waited, rigid.
‘Ye
have t’ understand, Cec. that Nicholas is not like y’
common sort o’ cove. He has a rare enough headpiece.’
‘Go
on.’
‘An’
at times it leads him into strange notions.’ She did not stir.
‘Er, very strange.’ There was no help for it: she would
have to know everything. ‘He – he cares f’r you,
sis,’ Kydd said. ‘He told me so himself, “I own
before ye this day that Cecilia is dearer t’ me than I c’n
say.” This he said t’ me in Van Diemen’s Land.’
She
stared at him, eyes wide, hands at her mouth. ‘He was there
with you? Then what…?’
‘Y’
see, Cec, while he was abed wi’ the fever he was thinkin’.
Of you, sis. An’ he feels as it would be improper for him t’
make it known t’ ye without he has achieved somethin’ in
th’ world, somethin' he c’n lay before ye an’ be
worthy of y’r attention. So he ships out f’r New South
Wales as a settler, thinkin’ t’ set up an estate in th’
bush by his own hands. But I reckon he’s no taut hand at y’r
diggin’ an’ ploughin’, an’ he lost his
fortune and reason toilin’ away at his turnips.’
Kydd
took a deep breath. ‘I offered him passage home. Now he’ll
come t’ sea wi’ me an’ work on an ethnical book.
It’s all a mort too deep f’r me, but when it’s
published, I’ll wager ye’ll hear from him then.’
Cecilia
swayed, only a slight tremor betraying her feelings.
Kydd
went on anxiously, ‘He made me swear not t’ tell a soul –
an’ it would go ill wi’ me, y’ understand, Cec,
should he feel I’d betrayed his trust.’
‘Nicholas
– the dear, dear man!’ she breathed.
‘We
conjured up th’ story, sis, as would see ye satisfied in th’
particulars, but…’ He tailed off uncertainly.
‘Thomas!
I do understand! It’s more than I could ever…’
A shuddering sigh escaped her and she threw her arms round him. ‘Dear
brother, you were so right to tell me! He shall keep his secret, and
only when he’s ready…’
‘Why,
it’s Mr Renzi! Just as y’ said, Thomas!’ Mrs Kydd
was clearly much pleased by Renzi’s reappearance and ushered
him into the room. His eyes found Cecilia’s, then dropped.
‘Why,
Nicholas, you are so thin,’ Cecilia said teasingly, ‘And
your complexion – anyone might think you one of Thomas’s
island savages!’ She crossed to him and kissed him quickly on
both cheeks.
Renzi
stood rigid, then pecked her in return, his face set. She drew away
but held his eyes, asking sweetly, ‘I’m so grateful to
the nuns who ministered to you. What was their order ? I believe we
should thank them properly for their mercies to our dear brother
restored to us.’
‘Oh,
er, that won’t be necessary,’ Renzi said stiffly. ‘You
may be assured that every expression of gratitude has been extended,
dear sister.’
‘Then
a small gift, a token – I will sew it myself,’ she
insisted.
Kydd
coughed meaningfully, then grunted, ‘Leave him be, Cec. Tell us
your news, if y’ please.’
She
tossed her head. ‘Why, nothing that might stand with your
exciting adventures.’ She sighed. ‘Only last week—’
‘Oh
dear!’
‘What
is it, Mama?’
‘I’ve
jus’ this minute remembered.’ Mrs Kydd rose and went to
the sewing cupboard. ‘I have it here somewhere – now,
where did I put it?’
‘Put
what, pray?’
‘Oh,
a letter f’r Thomas. From London, th’ navy, I think.’
She rummaged away, oblivious to Kydd’s keen attention. ‘I
thought I’d better put it away safely until – ah, yes,
here it is.’
Kydd
took it quickly. From the fouled anchor cipher on its face it was
from the Admiralty. He flashed a look of triumph at Renzi and
hastened to open it, his eyes devouring the words.
‘The
King…orders in council…you are required and
directed…’ Too excited to take in details,
he raced to the end where, sure enough, he saw the hurried but
unmistakable signature of the First Lord of the Admiralty – but
no mention of a ship, a command.
Renzi
stood by the mantelpiece, watching Kydd with a half smile.
‘Nicholas, what do ye make o’ this?’ Kydd handed
him the letter. ‘I should go t’ Plymouth,
not London?’
Renzi
studied it coolly. ‘By this you may know that your days of
unalloyed leisure on half pay are now summarily concluded and
you are, once again, to be an active sea officer. If I catch the
implication correctly, Lord St Vincent has knowledge of your far
voyaging and therefore is not sanguine as to your immediate
availability for service. He directs you, however, to repair at once
to Plymouth where, no doubt, the admiral will be pleased to employ
you as he sees fit.’ He frowned. ‘Yet within there is no
mention of the nature of your employment. I rather fancy you should
be prepared for whatever the Good Lord – or the admiral –
provides.’
‘Then
we should clap on all sail an’ set course f’r Plymouth, I
believe!’ exclaimed Kydd.
‘Just
so,’ said Renzi, quietly.
Cecilia’s
face set. ‘Nicholas, you’re sadly indisposed. You need
not go with Thomas.’
With
infinite gentleness Renzi turned to her. ‘Dear sister, but I
do.’
‘Come!’
The voice from inside the admiral’s office was deep and
authoritative.
Kydd
entered cautiously as the flag lieutenant intoned, ‘Commander
Kydd, sir,’ then left, closing the door soundlessly after him.
Admiral
Lockwood looked up from his papers, appraised Kydd for some seconds,
then rose from his desk. He was a big man and, in his gold lace,
powerfully intimidating. ‘Mr Kydd, I had been expecting you
before now, sir. You’re aware we’ll be at war with Mr
Bonaparte shortly?’
‘Aye,
sir,’ Kydd replied respectfully. It was not the navy way to
offer excuses, whatever their merit.
‘Hmm.
The Admiralty seems to think well enough of you. Desires me to give
you early employment.’ The gaze continued, considering,
thoughtful.
‘Now
I can give you an immediate command—’ Kydd’s
heart leapt ‘—in the Sea Fencibles. The whole coast from
Exmouth to the Needles. Eighty miles, two hundred men. Immediate
command! What do you say, sir?’
Kydd
had no wish to take a passive role ashore with a body of enthusiastic
amateurs and fishermen watching and waiting on the coast. He clung
stubbornly to his hopes. ‘Er, that’s very generous in ye,
sir, but I had hoped f’r a – f’r a command at sea,
sir.’
‘At
sea!’ Lockwood sighed. ‘As we all do, Mr Kydd.’ He
came round the desk and stood before Kydd, legs braced as though on a
quarterdeck. ‘You’ve come at it rather late for that. For
weeks now I’ve had all the harum scarum young bloods to
satisfy and you as commander and not a lieutenant…’
It
had come back to haunt Kydd yet again: as a lieutenant he could be
put instantly in any one of the large number of cutters, brigs, armed
schooners and the like, but as a commander only a sloop as befitting
his rank would do. ‘Ah – I have it. Command? How do you
feel about taking Brunswick, seventy four, to the Leeward
Islands, hey?’
A
two decker ship of the line to the Caribbean?
Kydd was dumbstruck. Was the admiral jesting? Where was the joke?
Then he realised: the only way he could captain a seventy four
was if she was going to sail en flute – all her guns
removed to make room for troops and stores, a glorified transport,
which would effectively remove him from the scene of action. ‘Sir,
if y’ please, I’d rather—’
‘Yes,
yes, I know you would, but almost everything that swims is in
commission now. Don’t suppose Volcano, fire ship,
appeals? No? Oh – I nearly forgot. Eaglet. Fine
ship sloop in dock for repair. Confidentially, I rather fancy
that, after the court meets, her present commander may find himself
removed for hazarding his vessel and then we’ll have to find
somebody, hey?’
Kydd
realised he had probably reached the end of the admiral’s
patience and, in any case, a ship rigged sloop was an attractive
proposition. ‘That would suit me main well, sir, I thank—’
‘But
then again…’ Lockwood seemed to have warmed to him. His
brow furrowed and he faced Kydd directly now. ‘It’s only
proper to tell you, Eaglet will be long in repair. There is
one other in my gift – but again, to be fair, no one seems keen
to take her. That’s probably because she’s a trifle odd
in her particulars, foreign built, Malta, I think. Now if you’d
be—’
‘Sir,
her name’s not – Teazer?’
‘As
it happens, yes. Do you know her?’
‘Sir
– I’ll take her!’